BLOODY WHY????????????

WHY are you so inconsiderate?
WHY did u always hurt somebody?
WHY din't u put urself into somebody's shoe?
WHY din't u ever thought of the surroundings?
WHY did u wanna lie?


CANT YOU BE HONEST and QUIT PLAYING WITH SOMEBODY's FEELING?
STOP BEING SELFISH and THINK.

I've tried to cover up ur arse, somehow, u seems to make things even worse. I've tried to 'close one eye', in the end, u still LIED!

I've lost trust in you! I shall never want to trust every word that came out from ur mouth again!!

I dun care wat u guys did, But pls do care bout my feelings! coz i SUFFERED becoz of you n you.

And YES I AM REFERRING TO YOU! NO DOUBT, IT'S YOU N YOU!

p/s: i'm venting my last anger for the year 2008... i dun wanna bring forward my anger. next yr is goin to be a good and peaceful yr.. hehe!! And happy new year everyone.. hehe!!

no more writings

no "ommmmmph" to write blogs... i m considering of isolate this blog... no time to write... so many things happen but dunno whr to start from... hehe!! so i think i rather just keep in as memory rather than writing it out...

Asian??!!

it's been a long time since i update myself... so many things happen but i'm just tooooooo lazy to write... hehe!!

i m sooo angry, just a few weeks ago... these bloody asians... from mainland n hongkong... terrible... wat a disgrace!! all those spoilt brats...

this is how the story goes...

i was working nite shift... then this group came in n get some food... once they finish, they started to gamble in my workplace... i m fine wif u guys gambling.. but i m not fine when u finish n put all those fucking plates around the table... wat the fuck!! These bloody ppl are just soooooooo terrible... so inconsiderate... not even a single PLEASE! or THANK YOU!!

so who should i blame for their rude manners? parents? or their society?? but seriously, i have never encouter such rude asian group before... haihz... i was so embarrased that day coz i m the only asian working n those fuckers portrays these kind of manners... haihz... all my collegues start to think negative towards asians d... haihz...

People, society, fake, hypocrite...

The world always seem to be perfect but it is just artificial. People work, relax, eat and sleep... everything seems to be fine.. but actually does it look as perfect as it seems??

No one discuss about the ugliness of world or i should say society. I salute people who able to talk about someone and just act normal. Trying to cover up the shits is just too hypocrite... Putting up a mask, trying to be nice... sometimes i wonder, aren't they trying too hard? Eveyone is different... therefore one can't have the entire world to please or like him/her...

I personally do not understand, does power have such a big influence to people?is it that crucial... i understand that if one has power, it able to bring convenience but then i unable to think of other reasons for power. Isn't everyone equal? I dun care bout hierarchy, as long as i think that wat i do is benefial, then that's the end of the story... I dun need power to do things.. all i need is experience... at least i talk wif my brains not balls... i dun need a back up for everything i do... coz i noe wat i do is fucking RIGHT... sometimes i just dun understand why there are so many morons in the world?

I may be not perfect but at least i try to stand up for people who gets bullied, but somehow i think that there are so many things i cant do... so many things happen but i just cant do anything... how hopeless i felt...

Cut story short... i just felt uncomfortable with my surrounding... i felt intimidated wif my environment.. wif my surrounding... probably, i should just care bout myself just like everyone else... only Silly Roselynn will care bout things around her... live selfishly, then people will think that u are a good person...

P/S: i hav no idea what i am writing... if anyone could understand... congrats! coz i dun understand...

Disaster!!

Today damn Chio lor!! My manager just came back on his holiday, first day of work after a month break... things started to break into pieces... As usual on sundays, my work place is always busy... but dunno why today is extremely bz... then suddenly.... MY till broke... i tried to repair the machine... after 5 mins i give up... coz too many customer waiting d... then i call my manager, he tried another 10 mins... cannot also give up d... then he asked my another manager to fixed it... so tried for another 15 mins... also cannot work... so he changed the entire till to the old one... (damn chio lor) i dint know the till just break on me... makes me so lose face... like my fault... then suddenly....

The fish tank water pipe burst... water flushes out like waterfall... my god... counter 1 was flooded with water... all customers run away... things just happen once they replace a new till for me... they manage to stop the water... then things happen again...

The smoke alarm went off... The look at the managers face were like WTF!!!#$%#^... wat is goin on today... y like that... things doesn't seems to be very smooth...

Then suddenly, we realised that probably cicerello's welcome the manager... all the equipment are soooooo excited to see him... so it went bonkus... hehe!!

but overall... things are ok at nite... we had fun... lotsa fun... n not many crappy customers... hehe!!

NOW??

Today, me, charles n *Somebody* went out to eat dinner... then after dinner, our car got stop by the police... this is how the scenario works:


Police : I am mr.police from the division of Metropolitan area. (he spoke quite fast n mumbly)

Somebody: Sorry! what were you saying??

Police : I am trying to tell u my name. (Then he repeat his name n division again)

Somebody: Oh!

Police : Move forward your vehicle.

Somebody: NOW??!!

Police : =_=''


For god sake, of coz move the vehicle now la... not tomorrow or next yr... but this gal seriously steady lor... for the first time i ever see a gal asking the policeman what he is saying especially he is introducing himself. When she asked now to the policeman, he refused to answer... hehe!! i noe y coz he must be thinking y this guy *weird weird* one.. hehe!!

it is very kind of him to not give us any ticket...

p/s: i'll give little hint who *somebody* was... She drove a white toyota with 1 headlight spoilt... she stay in KR ensuite room... hehe!! pretty much for a hint d... wakakakakakaka!!

P/p/s: Sorry to the *somebody* but such nice story need to be spread out to the others... let ppl enjoy the funny-ness too.. hehe!!

Stupid Cupid is picking on me!! (remember this song?)

Some say being love is better than loving someone... but to me i think that i prefer to love someone better at least i feel bad not the one that i love feel bad...

All this while i have the courage to tell the person that i like him but this time, it is different... i cant spill a word saying that i like him coz i know the table will turn around if i confess... omg!! how suffering i am now!! unable to spill a word to anybody but then i have to build all the emotions in me... dammit... how leh!!!

Suffer most is my housemates becoz of the bottle up emotions in me... cause me very frustrated!! I have given up this opportunity once... because at that time i m blind... but this time i am no longer blind... i can see better n clearer... but the opportunity will never return...

How can i confess to u saying that i like u all these while? How can i reveal myself without causing all the chaos? can anybody know how i feel? i just felt that we are drifted apart...

I dint realised that actually i like you for quite a while, is just that i am uncertain to my feelings...

*P/s: Mr. Cupid, stop playing tricks on me...

*p/p/s: i've done everything i could to get close to you but yet i received nothing from you. Seeing you close wif another gal just makes me feel like a knife stabbing into my chest. Can u pls understand that?


Seeing you happy is the most happiest thing to me...